Devotion on Childbirth

Listened to my favourite radio station and had a short time of devotion through the website.

Read the full article here. It totally spoke to me, since I am currently in the season of planning to start a family. Literally weeping while reading this.

"I realized that though I hadn’t yet seen into this baby’s eyes God already had, long ago when He first conceived to create the world, He had already looked into this baby’s eyes and known him. I decided as hard as it would be I’d try to take joy in every minute I had with the baby in my belly, to marvel at his movement and smile at my own physical discomfort because it was all time I got to spend with the wonderful, miraculous gift inside of me. And in a very real way I connected with this baby long before I ever looked into his eyes and knew him that way."

God may I bring you honour in everything that I do. Thank you God for being so real to me. I know You are here and You absolutely understand how I feel. Let me never forget Thy faithfulness all the days of my life.

Love,

Pam

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