Pam's Blog (Life, Marriage & Parenting)

i'm just an ordinary chinese from Singapore with 1/2 Malaysian blood. in conclusion, i'm nothing more than a ... chinese. don't doubt it.. i'm no mix.. my colleagues and strangers have been trying to guess my race.. 3 of my colleagues guessed eurasian.. a sikh told me i look 1/2 sikh, 1/2 chinese.. strangers asked me am i philipino, malaysian, indonesian, vietnamese etc.. a confusion with my identity.. i'm puzzled with their mere confusion.. all of which do not dare to speak to me in mandarin.. lol.. i'm chinese..

irritated with myself being impatient... especially someone at my house. i'm a bitch perhaps.

went to my part-time workplace to eat with xue... indeed dear cooked a large portion... does he want me to grow fat?? lol... dear came out to greet us... it was pleasant... that was definitely a respectful gesture... i really appreciate that. ~ got downstairs to get a small bottle of orange juice from 7 eleven and i tell you i was startled as i had my first sip... the juice tasted like beer and as i withdrew my lips from the straw, i could see some juice spilling out... i observed the drink and it was effervescence... i checked out the expiry date and it was printed 24/11/06... so what the hell was that? i went in to explain to the cashier and got another bottle... fortunately, it didn't tasted the same way... thank God! ~ proceed with our plans for the day and came across a cart that sold hair clips... you know my fetish for clips... soon, an exquisite clip caught my eye but it was much higher and further on the cart... i said to the fairly old man who was assisting to help me get

simply unquestionably satisfied and contented with my current job @ The Preparatory Place located @ Fernhill Road. though i had to take 3 transports at insane hours before i reach work... i am pleased with the working hours too; 0800 to 1430hrs... start early end early... i really like the little ones and i'm happy. =) thank God for this opportunity and i hope i take this job seriously and passionately. today has been a very fine day. i like what i did so far... woke up early and walked/jogged my dog @ 0500hrs. had a better breakfast! i had soft wholemeal bread with egg and orange mamalade. read pages of novel on train. reached work early. read Today news articles. had a generally good class. the next thing i look forward to is seeing my dear tonight. that's another delightful thing to me. God has been good to me! i should really start to draw near to Him. Life is wonderful. :] Just so lovin' it now.

it's gonna be weird but out of the blue i was hit by reality... i'm in a relationship... life is movin' too swiftly... what's happening?? i've gotten a new full-time job as an assistant teacher in an environment similar to Little Skool House... so glad... tomorrow's my 1st day... hope i enjoy work... =) thank God for the blessing!

Little Skool House (by-the-park) i miss this place... my ex-boss... my ex-colleagues... the adorable young ones... the precious memories... an encounter with an outspoken kid reminded me of all these... take me back to the past... was back to my workplace the 2nd time this week... it felt strange... but was altogether still familiar... was working with a pleasant colleague... she's a real good peacemaker... it's strange but i think i might prefer working with other races... i'm not sure... i seem to have more to share... saw dear... knew as usual how tired he would be... was pretty disappointed that he couldn't wait for me to knock off... had another gift from him... another of our couple collection... a pair of socks... an invitation to jog together... i love the way he loves me... to me, he's so sweet... the day kicked started bad... i could sense the foulness from a distant yelling from behind my bedroom door... i moved the door knob lightly to eavesdrop the comm