29th September 2020: CJ peacefully passed on in the presence of his family holding him tightly and lovingly while he breathed his last breath. We assured him he will always be in our hearts and we love him very much. Towards the end of my pregnancy in hospital, I was afraid that CJ would leave us before Mendell could get to meet him. We spoke to CJ via voice messages and we were so happy that he fought on, determined to see the whole family reunite. It was extremely painful to have CJ leave us but he is definitely without any suffering now. We will meet again, my baby! Look for Happy, she will teach you how to play fetch while you wait for us.