Pam's Blog (Life, Marriage & Parenting)

Since I have some spare time at work, I have decided to blog, secretly. Today marks the 6 th month of my relationship with Nat. In my/our own world it actually felt like 6 years. Since the inception of our relationship, I have hope that it will be eternal.  Relationships of the past have been short term.  Just a bit from what I've read recently. As revealed in the first few chapters of Sex at Dawn , women prefers to settle down with men who protect and provide for them monetarily, whereas men get married to father children and spread their genes. I have not read the book completely but it attempts to explain the reasons behind infidelity.  Though it may seem like we, mankind are pragmatic, to a certain extend I agree.  Is true romantic love impossible?  Though I am one for the existing society norms and believe that monogamy is the way to go (unlike Samantha of Sex and the City) , I can comprehend the struggles to staying in a loveless relationship for the s

Blogging from my iPhone: Before I sleep tonight, I feel a little melancholic. Perhaps it is the fact that I just revisited memories from the past. Once again, I hope that some memories can be washed away. Yesterday before I started on my English assignment, I looked at my grades for the past three semester. I couldn't help but felt remorseful for not working as hard as I wanted myself to. At the back of my head I was thinking this is due to the fact that I am studying part time and making the wrong decision to take so many heavy modules. Anyway, I hope to do my best from now on. So then, even if I don't do well, I will not regret as I've tried. Sometimes when I reflect, I think my train of thoughts may be kind of peculiar. Here I'm studying for a Bachelor in English with Business, there I am working as a Volunteer Management Executive. My interests are even more diverse; it ranges from animals to art to politics. Sometimes I don't even know my true identity..