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Soundtrack of tonight: Adam Lambert - Whataya want from me


** Though I'm not feeling at all angsty. I do want to convey an emotion.
I'm afraid I'm going to be really busy with the coming change in my life.
As a result I guess I'll focus more on work.
I desire to have time with God, family and close friends.
Hope it ain't gonna be too tough to balance.
The bottom line is I want to build my future and career
so I don't think I'm ready to be in any committed romantic relationship.

I would've been the girl who wants to get to family life early (between now to 27),
however, goals seemed to have changed.
(by goals I meant personal goals)
If it happens that my goals are not aligned to God's will,
I pray that I'll obey and follow God's calling for me.

Pam Petite

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