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Stubbles + Dreadlocks = My Kinda Guy as at 21st Dec '09
I guess this statement is pretty true.
It took me about 3-4 years to decide to tell him that
I still love him...
Telling him was just to let him know
my feelings towards him...
Months later we got together,
it felt strange because
I thought fate has departed from us.
Destiny must have heard my cry and
let me have a second go at this love.
Unfortunately,
now we're once again apart from
each other.
Sometimes I felt that I held on
to the memories with him so tight
because he was my first love.
Many times I have thought
myself to be a fool and
felt that things have been
a little unfair.
He was my dream guy and
I don't think I was ever his dream girl.
After all, I was not his first love.
Moreover, I don't have much to offer.
Day after day,
I watch memories play over my brain's eye,
uncertain to feel remorseful or
to tell myself to move on...
Yeap, I know it has been a while now.
God just help me.

Pam Petite
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