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Better Pam

I have always wanted to be all of my good friends' best possible friend.  The one whom you can buzz at 3 in the morning, the one who always remembers all your birthdays, the one who understands what you're going through in your life, the one who will always be by your side...  

Unfortunately, I'm not a perfect person (classic).  And because I would say I am a prideful individual too, I won't deny that I always thought I'm one of the greatest friend a person can have if I hold a high regard for another individual.  As I have said, I always thought I treated all my good friends right, however, in recent times, I discovered a few flaws about myself and I was reminded by a good friend of mine.  Thank you!

Basically, I am in the process of discovery about myself and the people around me.  Attempting the "less is more".  

A leopard never change its spots.  Let me be the exception because I genuinely want to be a better Pam.

xo, Pam

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