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Just Daydreaming

So I realised that I haven't type anything informative of myself in the longest time... Life goes on well I guess... But no matter how good and carefree I'm living my life, I always yearn to be residing somewhere else more relaxing and doing something I genuinely love.
I'll like to have professions such as private pre-school teacher, groomer for miniature pooches, artist / photographer. The life I imagined I'll have is peaceful, slow & quiet. Just where I would love to belong. Saying so doesn't mean that I dread my life here in Singapore, it just simply imply that I prefer to be closer to nature.
Where there's a garden at your front yard, all you need to worry about is that your pet dog might have a tick sucking into the skin and feeding on its blood. You wouldn't have much to worry, everyday children come to your house for fun and hands-on lessons, they may learn how to bath your pet kitty, tie ribbons into bows for art & craft and everybody is just going to be so happy because there's really not much to worry but to live the life. After the dismal from school (technically your house), neighbours would bring their pets for grooming... ... tick-tock~~~ time flies and you are sitting in your own studio, working on your art pieces... as you are getting inspirations, you listen to music, sometimes rock, sometimes jazz, sometimes indie and sometimes oldies... you refer to books from other artists, took pictures of your surrounding and begin focusing on accomplishing a good representation of the "rareowlisis" collection. you hardly drift unless it is to the sound of your husband's footsteps or your stomach's rumbling... your husband reached home, you hear the door swaying inwards with the door bell attached to the gate softly. you are elated at his return and the both of you are set to have a great evening, dining & loving...
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Beautiful dream...
Love,
Pampi (OOlOO)

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