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Sometimes what is happening around you is like an on-going movie. You aren’t even aware that you are one of the characters in it. Occasionally, you play the part of a calefare but frequently you are the protagonist because you are the leading character.

As a calefare, you are not directly involved with the conflict and I love to be in that position most of the time. Just as I agree with the butterfly effect theory along with the law of attraction, I believe my role in the scenario may slightly influence the overall outcome.
Given my ultra-contradictory nature, I should really give myself a nickname: Pamela the Strange.

I believe it’s very difficult to change a person especially if he/she has deeply-rooted inborn characteristics which to a wide degree are undesirable.
My question is, if I don’t resolute to change, a certain problem in my life will keep recurring.

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The market seems rather volatile this year. Year 2008 has insofar been a rather unusual year. Have been trying to be more optimistic so I guess I just have to always believe there is hope. :)

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