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instead of dwelling in self-pity, i've gotta learn to be happy. the weekends were quite eventful. however, i'm aware of my obvious debative deposition which can be rather unbearable sometimes. i'm sorry, i'm not in the mood to play lady nice, and at the same time, however, i seemed to have a different view with majority or with close ones in my life.
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chilled out with bff xue @ hooters on saturday night. i have always wanted to try their food because of the restaurant ambience. we were timely as there was a transformation of a caucasian guy to a busty bimbo. i took a picture with him. however, picture not here due to the usb port not given by my relative. the food was good. i love the buttery-flavoured burger bread especially and guess what? gherkins included. and i like pickles. :)
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sunday morning went for passion run. i'm sort of proud of myself. ran 5km in 37 minutes. well, let's hope that the upcoming runs i'll do better. :) i'll aim 30 minutes... afterwhich, went home and got my things done and gone out to do something which i deemed as important. unfortunately, it left me heartbroken with a house brew in my hand. i reasoned that i do not have the courage. i was the "heartbreaker" in the first place, so what right do i have there but to suffer the heartbreak.
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watched sex & the city with my dear group of friends. personally, yes, i like the movie and no i didn't watch the series. i'm satisfied with the story as a whole except for carrie's. i thought she should really throw mr. big with the taste of sweetness of revenge and then when she's done, she can stop being rational and love him as she has always been. and i like miranda most. miranda just might be the character i might grow to be (in certain ways). and i guess most people would envy charlotte's life. yeah, me included, seems a little way too perfect but somehow achievable if i find mr. love. last but no least, samantha!!! i like her too! i wouldn't mind playing her role if i have the money! i don't know how most regarded me but i do know that i'm some sort of an individualistic person. i know it's a selfish word, i guess the background of a person plays a major role?
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had dinner and there was my friend's bf included. we, girlfriends do like his presence actually and it's the 1st time i met him. ok, envious is the word here and move on is the word to say to myself and to be reminded and echoed.
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and jennifer hudson commented something like she never gave up on love after her love lost previously. so, perhaps i shouldn't - give up on love.
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ok, goodbye for now and i'm so hoping that i can be positive.
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