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I've decided to get out of that black hole. I'm sick and tired of all that crap. All the ambiguities. What a mistake, to be delayed so long. I have absolutely no idea up to this very moment what's on that person's mind. I think I have already done quite a bit, I shall resort to the fact that is either I shall be daring or I shall just STOP all actions on my side.
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From this present moment, I will stop the aplenty hallucinations, illusions, daydreamings, nightmares, or whatever you call those inni-mini tiny thoughts of you. I have enough and in my opinion, I've already done what I should do. Aren't my moves simply and downright clear-cut. I think doing any more will be just taking too much of my pride. I think now, just forget it, don't turn back and get on straight ahead.
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I can't help feeling immature.
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