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No Mistakes

No mistakes should be made @ work... Wake up, Pam!
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I don't know if life seems better or worse. My comfort is that I have my family and close friends. I am very much carefree now but I know I like the feeling of being able to bug someone whenever I wish to. Basically, I have an irritating character. I like to seek attention sometimes, more so if I'm feeling down.
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I've been having doubts about my steps ahead. Perhaps I listen to much to others. I don't know. Despite thinking I'm headstrong, I can be really indecisive.
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I don't know what's really good for me. I just need to stop whining and get on with life. They say, "Life goes on." Well, if I could sleep for a week without waking. I imagine I would feel much better. Because it sucks to deal with my emotions on a daily basis. But really, I'm not as sad as I can possibly be. I've been really upset to the lowest point that I do the crazy things that I could think of. Which is why, whatever doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. It's true. :))
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