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27 May 2007

Dear Blog,

I've been working @ the education centre for a month now. From a part-time translator (chinese to english) to full-time cum administrator next week. Sometimes the thought of the job scope of an admin/receptionist makes me groan. Well I assume that it will be boring... My perception. Good thing I can still translate BUT I'm getting a lil tired. I'm a 3-minute person. Things just can't seem to interest me forever. Infidelity you think? The pleasant aspects of this job are which I kinda like some of my colleagues, the boss and of course the nature of my original existence to the company. I don't get upset when I leave later... (I doubt there's overtime pay so to speak) Basically, I feel that my job is helping me to improve as a person somehow.

Personally, I regard myself as a language individual... Though I would really love to be associated with arts being incline to architecture and playing of musical instruments like violin and drums as well as in the area of geography and child psychology. I'm attempting to improve my chinese especially... not wanting to neglect english. I've a burning desire to go more thorough into french & culture.

I feel that a lot of my relationships with friends have changed unconciously recently. My life seems to be about work (including all the elements of the job), my boyfriend and a few contemporaries. I'm genuinely jubilant about finding Athena again! She's truly special to me. Meeting up with her twice now has made me realize the change in her too. (I'm describing her coz I DO NOT want to forget her) Somehow I feel that she appreciates me a lil more. (Not that she did not seem so in the past but in the sense, the feeling is stronger) Anyhow back to the focal point... Change is constant. Presently, I don't tend to be excited about shopping. (I have really poor dress sense lately) I just hope that I don't spend too much since now that I've set my goals. Coming to the part about goals, lately I've been feeling kinda inadequate. Obviously the need to study is evident. However, unfortunately, financial crisis hinders certain plans. Oh wellies, never mind... Let me go on to plan B then. My time is passing by really fast. For a lady in her early twenties, I feel like a woman passed 30. Tempus fugit! Somehow, I just can't seem to stop time and life is a blur of colours, like the train reaching a destination where there's no one I knew. Lalala...

Sigh! I feel a need to amend my attitude towards people. I've been hiding for a while being a lil selective.

There's so much to adapt to in adulthood. Why must I grow old so swiftly? I guess that's my life and the way I choose it. Smile! =)

Love,
Pam

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