Pam's Blog (Life, Marriage & Parenting)

Dear Blog, there's a hole in my heart, which can't seem to be filled. i demanded for an anwer; "why?" time after time, i know the answer yet do not know how to act. it was uncanny of me to react the way i did. however, it was the primal reaction i would have. sigh, i can't leave you because truly, i can't find someone else like you. it's a pity if i leave, you are so altruistic while what am i? i can't help but have the demented sydrome. why can't i just be contented? sigh, i don't know what's good for me. ~ Dear Blog, Sometimes I really wish I can be happier. Have a positive attitude but somehow as Danny once remarked, "you have a sad aura." Perhaps it's true. Why? Thoughts can't seem to be flowing out of my brain. I hit the keys on the keyboard @ like 20wpm. Relationship - A noun I cannot live without now. Yet why am I treating it like a wind that comes and go. Just so dissatisfied with myself. Though I really want to be...

Dear Blog, I've been working @ the education centre for a month now. From a part-time translator (chinese to english) to full-time cum administrator next week. Sometimes the thought of the job scope of an admin/receptionist makes me groan. Well I assume that it will be boring... My perception. Good thing I can still translate BUT I'm getting a lil tired. I'm a 3-minute person. Things just can't seem to interest me forever. Infidelity you think? The pleasant aspects of this job are which I kinda like some of my colleagues, the boss and of course the nature of my original existence to the company. I don't get upset when I leave later... (I doubt there's overtime pay so to speak) Basically, I feel that my job is helping me to improve as a person somehow. Personally, I regard myself as a language individual... Though I would really love to be associated with arts being incline to architecture and playing of musical instruments like violin and drums as well as in the...

Dear Blog, I just changed the outfit for aubrey. *happy* Love, Pam

Dear Blog, I'm so very lethargic. I have zero amount of energy. Just for some update... The week before the last, I had 3 days of diarrhoea. After I ate 'bao ji wan', i stopped passing watery stools. Unfortunately, almost immediately, I had a slight fever and tension headache. When I was going to recover, I was infected with another sort of virus or was it supposed to be how a real stomach flu is. I vomited everything I consumed. Terrrible to the max. Whatever... Extremely fatigued. My marki was so there for me. Especially when I'm all so ugly when I'm sick. Oh and I met Athena! Watched Spidey 3. No big hoo haa really... It was ok to me. It's more important that I see her. =] A true blessing! ;) Update soon! Tata! Love, Pam

met the boss i really admire. my part-time boss. she suggested full-time but i found my other job. i've been busy translating. even today.. labour day. but i like and enjoy my job really. tomorrow's officially the 1st day of my full-time job. wish me all the best. :) met danny together with yu han. i felt so comfortable, the real me when i'm with them. undoubtfully. i feel kinda energized. maybe translating really is my dream job. well, i need to begin reading chinese newspaper though. i must learn more and be really enthusiastic to improve. ;) things are really looking good. must thank God! Praise Him! alrighty, goodnight all! Tata!~