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i don't like to make promises. in fact i hardly. because i knew most of the time i'm bound to break it. instead i sometimes give people hope. in the end, i never fulfil it. i guess i'm just to tired. socializing requires a lot from me. i gotta react in a friendly way which i recognized is not an adjective i'm born with.

i felt like a couch potato since the start of this month. i just resigned from my job. i usually head home after work and don't hang around as much as in the past. on weekends, i only wanna chill with mel or yu han. that's my life. kinda like a straight line. not much spice. nothing to spruce it up. just monotonous. zzz...

met up with people whom i want to for the past month.

oh and it was easter. it was in my CPU the best easter i had. probably due to the stage performance by city harvest drama... perhaps it was the fellowshiping time with the cell + jia bao.. a sister i knew for like 12 years.. finally i had the chance to update her what i had gone through the many many months before.. it felt like an utterly long time. thanks for her persistent spirit! i really want to draw near to God. thanks also for the sharing and encouragement. i guess she knows best. somehow, i really want to revive all the great memories we had. i can vividly remember the 1st time when i stepped into all saints' children classroom at the lower level leading from the staircase to the restroom, i met her. she was gently quiet yet inviting soul which drew me to her. we were good sisters. the same for yesterday as it is for now. not forgetting the presence of my other good friend bavis. who is somewhat quirky i would say. i love her too. =D i felt apologetic that i did not go karaoke with her.. i just don't fancy singing in chinese songs coz i knew almost zero of them. i knew i made lots of excuses but that's also i'm really poor. not much of savings but i still love you gal!

had my cereal breakfast, read the headline news, devotion, bible and subsequently rang up my job recruitment agent. pleased that he found something which might be suitable for me. been burdened with the JOB problem since the day i heard the unpleasant comment from my ex-colleague. i'm really affected. serious.. which i don't want to be.

"The report, written and reviewed by hundreds of scientists, outlined dramatic effects of climate change including rising sea levels, the disappearance of species and intensifying natural disasters. It said 30 percent of the world's coastlines could be lost by 2080."
"Polar ice caps will likely melt, opening a waterway at the North Pole and threatening to make the Panama Canal obsolete, IPCC member Edmundo de Alba said. Warmer waters will spawn bigger and more dangerous hurricanes that will threaten coastlines not traditionally affected by them."
"In Asia, nearly 100 million people will face the risk of floods from seas that are expected to rise between 0.04 inches to 0.12 inches annually, slightly higher than the global average." so this is how Singapore will get affected from external factors?

i'm increasingly concern about planet earth. how about you?

anyhow, i've got a feeling, today's just gonna be a beautiful day. since so, worry less pam. :)

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