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~the other one~

sometimes, i wished that i have siblings. most of the time i don't. the rare moments when i wished for were to have younger brother or sister, having both gender would be merry too. never older ones. what triggered me to ponder upon this was my meet up with eka, my ex-colleague of 18 years of age. really like her. probably the only friend i would consider taking her as a lil 'godsis'. i'm least resistant to physical contact with her. :X she's pretty, soft-spoken and possess an incomprehensible aura of neediness, so to speak. she just draws my attention somehow.

life's not gonna be easy gal. i just hope i can be of help anytime.

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good news for now.. i've got a new job! monday's my 1st day. i'm back to being office lady.

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i miss some of my fr3nz pretty badly. really hope to be catching up with them soon.

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reminiscing some others whom i doubt i should initiate to contact.

as they said, "out of sight, out of mind."

flames to dust, lovers to friends...

tell me why all good things come to an end?

come to an end... come to an end...

because great stuffs are on the way. understand that.

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