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~necessity~

what do you need everyday?
is it a morning alarm? 2 bottles of plain water? a wake up exercise? a walk with your bitch? a starter bathe? a quick ironing of smart casual outfit? a fulfilling set of breakfast? vitamin C? a quiet time with God? a quick read up of THE STRAITS TIMES? an apple to keep you away from the doctor? a job to keep you at least self-sufficient? a job you look forward to do? colleagues you are eager to meet? boss who makes you motivated to work? job that gives you high satisfaction? which makes you want to make it into a career?
half the day gone...
lunch options that keeps you in your healthy lifestyle plan? or to binge in the 1 hour since work was equivalent to stress? continuation of work? it's time to go home.. do you meet your dear? have a sinful and scrumptious dinner? or to have some economic rice with dishes? he sends you home.. is it important to have communication with your parents? he goes home.. a goodbye hug? a goodnight kiss?
your quick bathe? anticipation? of course for the ring on your mobile..
he reaches home.. a "i'm home safe & sweet dreams call."
you end your day with news or dramas on tee vee? a short reading of a magazine or novel? you say a little prayer?
the end of the day...
on a good weekday i would perform most of those tasks.
i just resigned from my job once again.
you know how much i want to be stable in this area.
job, a necessity.
i can't survive without one.
job is the one thing that has been on my mind lately.
i want a good career.
sigh...
went to recruitment agencies.
hope to get good news and stick by the job God has planned for me really.
gatherings and short meet ups are all vital too.
i don't want to be losing the people i love.
i can't tolerate my childishness.
i just need so much attention from him.
i'm like, "i'm the princess. yield to me."
i'm irritating.
but luckily for me.
i found someone who can stand all my nonsense.
i can think of nobody else who can.
except...
God and well for an earthling, my beloved and one & only, marki.
i love the way you love me. =)

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