Dear Blog, the pages of the book is flipping at lightning speed. i'm here in a daze. i've been trying to catch the essence of each moment. not wanting to step forward. my life now, pretty much routine. love it or dread it. i'm reading a novel. i'm lost in it. the author's mission accomplished. i'm upset about my cam being dysfunctional now. my memory recorder. :( linger... don't leave me. looking at my Pa and dog makes me happy. really. just like when a Mom sees her child smiles. :) i'm thinking about life... i want to be good and successful. Love, *pam*