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*alien i am*

not feeling glum lately and i've been working a lot...
capability of manufacturing Z's is almost immediate once i touch the bed...
generally speaking, working has been my life for the past 3 weeks...

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met mr. d and spent looong hours chatting, doing and guessing silly stuffs...
i'm cleverer... wahaha...
gonna miss him when he goes army...
hope nothing changes him in the negative manner...

this is life...
a little less adventurous yet contented...
all i need is just a few people playing major roles in my life...
numbers do not magnify anything about me...
sometimes i feel like an alien...
finding an ally might not be easy at all...
i'm not afraid of loneliness...
in fact i might feel even more at ease being alone than being with a crowd i don't click well...
but on good days, i'll try to fit in...
maybe afterall it's my perception...
result: i'll get 1 or 2 consolation..

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sometimes i think the way people treat maids is simply horrendous...
i know i shouldn't meddle with others' business...
wish i can do my best to help...
maids are human beings...
don't treat them like they deserve lesser on this planet that we all breath in...
it doesn't mean they're stupidier...
so why give them those ill treatments, psychos...

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do i occur to you like i'm already married?
why do i inquire is because quite a few people questioned...
hmmm...
i wonder...
and the very idiotic mr. d said it's coz of my size...
dammit bastard...
wait till i win our challenge...

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minutes are ticking by...
get some sleep and lose myself in dreamland... about now...


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