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Dear Friends So Long

Dear Blog,

The past few days have been blissful and peaceful. Hardly any issues to bother me. Except the things to fuss about are the economy, my savings etc. However, the problems do not seem to cloud my brain too much.

~

It does seem good at the moment. I’m just casually doing my things. Being really at ease with the world around me. Maybe this is start of my plans for the future.
I’ve been thinking quite a lot about my good friends nowadays. Those unforgettable times. The kinda warmth you feel when you and your close ones gather and laugh and joke around. Heart-to-heart conversations. Exchange of opinions, never mind that it ends with a heated debate. I really miss those times spent.

Reminiscing...

I think about the primary school days, how my bestie, Xue Ying and I met. The strong brick foundation of our everlasting friendship. Me and Gil... Our primary 6 days. Germs and I, the crazy secondary school days. Jing, Eunice and Lian. Poly year 1, semester 1. Bavis, Athena and Huda... Our final schooling days in Temasek Polytechnic. Not forgetting my attachment days with Ron and Danny. It’s amazing how all these friendships blossom.

Churchies I care about most certainly. My sisters, Yu Han and Cai Ying.

Guess these are the people I who always possess my heart and mind. :)

~

So I’m sitting by the desk, feeling nostalgic. And so wanting to go back to the time when my bestie and I visited the Tampines Regional Library during elementary school. Me visiting her house to see Kiki, me carrying Kiki’s pups. Me receiving letters with Hello Kitty prints. Me just daydreaming here and wishing that I can hang by the moment forever.

Current Sound Track To My Life

BREATHING – LIFEHOUSE

I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

Love,
Pam P.
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