Pam's Blog (Life, Marriage & Parenting)

As I sit here anxiously trying to study, my thoughts wandered as I thought of the video clip that my friend posted on Facebook.  It is a clip off the movie, “ Up in the air ” where a corporate “downsizer”, played by George Clooney fires people for a living.  I have actually watched the movie and remember enjoying it but have no recollection of the gist of the plot.  In the clip his character asked a bald-headed man, “how much did they first pay you to give up on your dream?” Everyone of us has a dream as a child of what we want to be when we grow up.  My first ambition was to be a singer for many years until I grew up a little and I wanted to be a psychologist, and I grew up a little more and I wanted to be a veterinarian.  As I age up, I don't know what I want to be anymore.  That's why I really admire people who knew what they want early in their lives and are able to pursue their dreams, because they knew what are their strengths and weaknesses an...

Yea, I'll love to be on board USS Ronald Reagan... Having the urge to watch "Top Gun" for some reason. xoxo, Pam Petite

Bald  To dream that you are going bald, suggests a lack of self-esteem or worries about getting older. Alternatively, baldness symbolizes humility, purity, and personal sacrifice. You are at a stage in your life where you are confident in fully exposing yourself.

Dream:- If the dog is dead or dying, then it indicates a loss of a good friend. Alternatively, it represents a deterioration of your instincts. Also consider common notions associated with the word dog, such as loyalty ("man's best friend") and to be "treated like a dog".

I dreamt of myself marrying Ron... Our wedding theme colours were: Maroon~~~ The color maroon is symbolic of courage, bravery, heroism, and strength. Ivory~~~ The color ivory, signifies superiority and slightly tainted purity. xo, Pampi

1) i dreamt that i was on some sorta variety game show similar to "Amazing Race". 2) i dreamt that i was a voluptuous teenager girl in a mafia family. both of which, i wasn't in my own body. pam

So I realised that I haven't type anything informative of myself in the longest time... Life goes on well I guess... But no matter how good and carefree I'm living my life, I always yearn to be residing somewhere else more relaxing and doing something I genuinely love . I'll like to have professions such as private pre-school teacher, groomer for miniature pooches, artist / photographer. The life I imagined I'll have is peaceful, slow & quiet. Just where I would love to belong. Saying so doesn't mean that I dread my life here in Singapore, it just simply imply that I prefer to be closer to nature. Where there's a garden at your front yard, all you need to worry about is that your pet dog might have a tick sucking into the skin and feeding on its blood. You wouldn't have much to worry, everyday children come to your house for fun and hands-on lessons, they may learn how to bath your pet kitty, tie ribbons into bows for art & craft and everybody is ...

i have a vision... and that is for me to realise my lofty dreams... for friends who are aware of my ambitions, i'm really glad that i'm somehow taking one step at a time to reach that beautiful dream of mine. behold, as i strive and do whatever it takes. (in a legitimate and determined manner...)

Dear Blog, My day began with a nightmare. Yu Han left my estate @ around 0115HRS. I slept. I was feeling quite troubled. The dream was realistically upsetting. In the dream I had a major quarrel with Han. I left her apartment angsty. I had yelled @ the top of my lungs before departing. It was crazy. It was a feeling of disjustification. I went off... I'm like Little Match Girl trying to make a living by being some sort of a surveyor or whatever you call it. The experience was bizarre. I don't know why was I doing that. I was an indirect employee of a radio station... For the survey. And the later part was full of crap. I guess dissatisfaction with life. I woke up. It was past 1300HRS. I'm a heavy-sleeper. Decide not to face this seemingly terrible day by closing my eyes. Message ringtone interrupted my little nap. Reached for it. It was my tuition boy. Quite pissed by him not attempting to do my homework. I really need to show him my true colours. I don't want to give u...