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maybe somewhere with slower pace

Had a great time with han last evening.
She made a remark that I'm more suitable to reside in a slower paced environment of which she suggested Australia. Actually I have sort of made up my mind that in about 15 years' time or earlier, I'll be off living a laid back life in New Zealand. Yeah, so I guess I hope to find a Kiwi here and marry him and have an easier access to the life I long to live. Lol. Kidding but I'm quite serious about leaving as in migrating. It's not that I can't live the life here... It's just that I wanna pursue the dream life I wanna live. In my perspective, I think it's crowded here and lack the idealised lifestyle I want. Really. Hope I don't sound too negative. I mean in my opinion, I prefer. So I guess good luck in saving $$...
I've actually done my research. The cost of living is pretty high. Especially on the mortgage. However, after reading stories of emigrants, of those from Malaysia to New Zealand, I'm beginning to feel that it can be achieved. I just hope that I'll take a lesser time to save and get there. Because I want to adapt to it faster. Hehee...
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I hope I'm not just dream-talking. Which is why nowadays when I say I wanna do something and it wasn't being done, I get a little more upset. Because I do not want to be in the habit of "all talk, no action."

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